spring cleaning

i still have a cold. i cleaned out my drawers today. i do this pretty often actually. by clean out i mean i take things out that i don't wear a lot and put them in my closet to make more room in my drawers for things i actually do wear. so i don't have to search my floor for them every morning before school. i have a lot of clothes. i have a LOT of clothes that i don't wear but can't donate. i don't need them. but i keep feeling like some day i will, so i keep them. it's a very, very bad practice to get into. 

i have to wake up in less than seven hours. the time stamp on this blog isn't right. i can't figure out how to fix it.

i feel like i'm on the brink of undergoing a massive transition. i'm going to be jobless again very soon. i'm moving out of the house i've been in for almost nine years. these are big changes that make me think the earth is going to start rotating differently, or something. i don't know. i'm growing up and it's not much fun.

but i'm not unhappy at all. i'm actually in a mostly content place right now. i'm actually studying for the first time, and making decent grades. i have a pretty good feel for what i want to do with my life. i have a few friends, but they're people i actually like being around for a change. i was getting about 20 hours a week at my job, until i found out today that the place i work at is closing. i feel weird about it, i feel like i'm getting broken up with... like i'm breaking up with my job. that's the weird feeling i have towards the situation.

obviously i'm very tired right now because i'm saying the same sentence over and over.

anyway, for now, the pros outweigh the cons.

also i need sleep.