hard work.

i'm at work right now and i'm on my break and i'm sitting at a little table and there is a misplaced blender sitting behind my laptop. i spent most of this morning reading Us Weekly behind the counter and it was a sincerely enriching experience. i know so much about famous people that i never needed to know. i also decided that i MUST take pilates, i MUST do a power cleanse, and i absolutely MUST paint my fingernails rainbow leopard print like lindsay lohan. i also measured the circumference of my waist.

that's how boring work is sometimes.

too much science

getting a college degree better be worth waking up at 6am three times a week. i'm so hungry and i have an hour and a half before my next class.

it's too early to blog.

nothing is practical

nothing is spoken for, nothing is complete, nothing is final. playing games is so three years ago. this is what i want:

something that is sure and unshakable and doubtless. 

besides that, my nose is bleeding and there's a cramp in my stomach. lately my stomach gets upset whenever i do. that's unrelated. i'm not upset; i'm way too apathetic to be upset right now. classes started today, and so did the winter weather. there is nothing like a brush with death to make the 7am drive to school that much more exciting. i'm exaggerating.

tonight i'm probably going to wake up in the middle of the night for a drink  of water or something. i've started doing that for the first time in eighteen years. i'm becoming an old lady very, very fast.

i only care about one thing right now: